A little history*
A lot of family conflict is going on, so this could be the cause of it, or help it.
My mom is trying to declare me incompetent to my caseworker, so she can get have guardian ship over me when I turn eighteen, (I JUST turned seventeen)
I'm a junior at highschool. My first time going to public school ever....
but four consecutive nights in a row I've been waking up around 3am.
Last night was the worst night, I woke up from a very vivid nightmare! These three people were at my house trying to kill my family. It felt SO real. Anyways, I was alone in my room, my sister was sharing a room, but my mom kicked her out, I don;t know why this is happening to me, I don't like it. I feel incredibly stupid in the morning, but I'm crying and my chest is contracting at night. I hate it. I want it to stop, I can't do it. Also, during the day time I just feel like crying for really no reason.
I feel dumb and selfish, compared to the rest of the world in need, my problem is minor, I could do it,
i just hate waking in the night.
I called my mom, she told me that Satan had a hold of my mind, I need to repent...
please help me?
51la
waking up in the middle of the nights crying and shaking? |
A:This is a very normal and common reaction to stress. I don't know why you have a case worker, but you need to report to him or her your mother's Satan comment, and your stress reaction, because that is out of line.I am certain you have plenty to repent of, LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE. Being a sinner is pretty normal, but I don't think you are going to be able to recover from whatever it is you need to within your household. My advice to you is to keep notes about the strange things your mother says and your severe stress reactions. You will need this in case you want your freedom. My other advice is that you do your best in school, get a job so you can save some money, and not get pregnant/get anyone else pregnant depending upon your gender, because you are going to need options when you graduate, and for that you are going to need money and a lack of other problems. No need for you to feel stupid. The things your mother says are spiritually and emotionally abusive and your reactions are NORMAL. Good luck, kiddo. Hang in there. There is life after crazy parents. Newer news items:
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